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为什么，需要你的时候你却不在。
为什么，你不在的时候才发现有多需要你。
为什么，总是忽远忽近，忽冷忽热。

为什么。

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I love watching concerts. They remind me again and again why i want so much to be on stage performing for people. (:

We always need to take a step back and view something as an outsider again to come to re-appreciate that entity and rekindle the love for it. Being too involved in what you’re doing (although you may really liked it) sometimes makes you lose sight of its beauty or fun factor or value. Distance lends enchantment to the view. I remember reading this phrase before. Wow i can’t believe i’m putting it to use!

I like to perform. I enjoy the feeling of being on stage with everyone else, playing in unison, sounding the music from our hearts that reaches to move the hearts of people down stage, putting a smile on their faces and lifting their weary souls, like what the SSO concert did to me today (yesterday already). I smiled on so many occasions during the concert because the music simply made me smile and smile, right from the first piece.

Most importantly, I DON’T NEED TO TALK! HOORAY ;D

But the pieces i have to play now are so technically demanding, i worry about too many other details to fully enjoy playing on stage. So… I gotta work harder and BECOME A PRO SO THERE’S NOTHING TO WORRY besides making people leave the concert hall feeling rejuvenated, their souls broadened. (:

I am feeling ambitious today!